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Monday, May 25, 2009,10:18 AM
there are few who reali undrstands me...
what are my laughters n smile for..
why am i being so mischievous...
why do i heck care so much...
why am i portrayed as strong..
Saturday, May 16, 2009,8:28 AM
HOW HOW HOW!!!!!! Ritz Carlton called!!!!
- Lobby Lounge
- All day dining restaurant
- Room Service
- Executive Club Lounge
- Fitness Centre
these are the job post...
i wan to call william!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but i scaredddddddddd
SIAN need to buy new matching suit.. coz mine worn out... PAIN leh.. so ex.. should i tailor made??? but no brand :(...
haiz....
I CANT BEAR MY TO PART WITH MY BROWN HAIR!!!!!!!!
Thursday, May 14, 2009,8:55 AM
FULLLLLLL
Didnt go school AGAIN!!!!!! today... but went to do project... brain storm till i mental block.. when sabrina asked me to type those we have brainstorm into report format.. my pupil dilated n i stare at her in surprise.. " U TRUST MY ENGLISH!!!?".. han xiang burst out into laughters after i said that... coz previously they were laughing at me "expertise".. :P..
went to TCC.. tot can settle my las day stuff.. end up ivan nt wrking.. and schedule nt out too... went slack.. and walk around.. and ask meng out of kitchen to talk... nt bad ar.. he can slack.. hahahahahaha...
adeline.. knock off 10 mins late.. haiz.. we always do free labour..
saw her n candy at a corner.. n i tio shock and super worried.. i walk there.. they also don wan to tell me what happen..
ans she smoke 2 cigerette!!!! a total of 3 today!!! :(...
abit heart broken leh.. see my friends sad then i duno what happen.. but end up i know la.. hahahaha..
went to SMU tcc.. thnks daniel!!!!

GUESS WHAT DID I DRINK?!!!!!!!!!!

YES!!! BERRY OREO!!!!!!!! hahahahahaahhaha!!! jus cany deny its so far.. my most fav drink in TCC... e taste is just so gang gang hao.. and full of bliss.. when i slurp e cream and e drink... hahahahaha

In a short while.. its gone..
after slackin a while there.. and close the tcc... we went to have steamboat buffet!!! at tian tian... damnn full.. but i don think i eat alot.. althuogh adeline keep torturing me by feeing me.. stuffing my bowl full of food.. hahhahha
i ate non stop as usual.. until i cant stuff anymore..

2 rounds of these.. and we are down... hahahahaa potato wedges and berry oreo fault la.. hahahahaha...
anyway its damn funny.. .coz we tried to tke as muc as we could so that we do not have to walk many times.. gei kiang stack n giap... adeline drop my drink!!!!!! LOL.. evrybody stares n laugh... when we reach our table.. prawns drop from her plates.. and e cuttlefishes and stuff fall on e table.. too full ardy.. hahahaha
she laugh at me cos i used my hands n grab evrything n throw into e soup jus like the machines u saw in arcade.. hahahahaha...
enjoy my night today... it made me forget some of the unhapiness and let me reali think of things.. friendship is stil impt.. therefore i will stil hold on to it..
my angers.. are gone.. :D
Wednesday, May 13, 2009,6:27 AM
:D
Tml shall be a different day.. as i got my answer already..
shall no longer wait.. shall no longer dream...
it ended for me.. i guess.. :D
,5:57 AM
A random song
wrote a random song in less than one hour while i think of u.. LOL...
e scene i had in my mind is kinda funny...
its reali how i report to work.. LOL.. look at other or look on e floor.. dont look into bar..
今天是星期五 我又要去上班了
早一点去准备 其实是想多看你一点
我把装化好 把头发弄好
只是想要你看到我会微笑
我脸红心跳 心在奔跑
站到你面前 又不敢看着你笑
我脸红心跳 比如何是好
站到一边 偷看你 傻傻地笑
我脸红心跳 少了翅膀在飘
幸福的味道 环绕在你做的饮料
总是害怕 你看着我的那个表情
仿佛周围时间都暂停
不喜欢看到你黑着脸的表情
我会安静的想小猫眯
Saturday, May 9, 2009,10:34 PM
out of love
sian.. honeymoon.. onli 2 days.. and there its gone again.. all thanks to my mouth..
I can jus shoot pple in the heart quite accurately to make them face what they wan and to reflect..
now.. we are just FRIENDS.. abit sad la.. but then we are nv tgt b4..
should i wait or should i forget..
its a chim qns for myself..
but i can sense ur feelings are fading..
so wads the pt of hanginin...
yet still.. i wan to try.. one las time..
Thursday, May 7, 2009,10:46 AM
pitiful vaccum
HAIZZZZZZZZ... MELISSA!!!!!!
bad habits come back again... LAZY TO WAKE UP.. SKIP LECTURES!!!!!.. As usual... i got nagged by mommy and daddy...
mommy knows i have been talkin on the phone daily until vry late at night.. and she teased me " ask ur boyfriend to rush u to slp and wake u up for lesson!!! if he cant make u study.. then he failed to b ur boyfriend.. "
-.-!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
since when i got a boyfriend.. walao..
Im jus talking to " oreo " LOL!!
well.. working today is rather fun... Ivan havn approve my resign but then I try to work 2 days per week.. if i reaaaaaaaalii cant cope.. i will leave..
love ZIE max.. she is damn cute although she always bully me..
anyway.. i don reali like e it when sue disturb roy about.. who to choose.. jus don like it..
and worse.. all he do is smile.. ARGH.. WHAT AM I ?!.............
mayb he jus thinks that it doesnt matter.. or he doesnt need others to know his feelings...
duno la.. i kick e vaccum today.. coz its being irritating.. wire so damn short!!!!!
i know im jus being jealous..
sometimes i even feel that i should jus forget about this.. since im going to leave sooner than any one of them...
MIX UP FEELING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FREAK LA.......
I DUNO I DUNO I DUNO I DUNO............................................
Am i jus being too playful???
or wad?????????????????????
argh... why do i feel so uneasy...
afraid of losing smth???
or afraid of losing???
What i want.. and what i feel for... how to balance?
DUNO LA freak..
Tuesday, May 5, 2009,11:30 AM
today
Aint feeling that well... and i think i got gastric flu... stomach ache for a few days alrdy.. but stil went to wrk.. i'm loving tcc so muc that Im so sad about my las day.. but then.. i have to do wad i have to do.. so as nt to be that irresponsible towards my project mates..
i think alot.. about me n you... thinking.. if u are not the one should i waste time n effort for it.. but how do i know if u are the one or not..
and i heard and can sense somebody might hv feelings for u.. thus my heart sank.. way back home isnt that good..
i weak when it comes to hurting a friend... therefore i tot of giving up.. but thn..
time n time again.. ur replies onli send me disappointment.. i tolerate.. n try to wait..
this time tears have come.. but i stil hope to stay positive.. n see wad can be done..
its true that im haunted by the past.. my past... and im enlighten by a friend.. wad matters is now.. n nt the past.. nt much even e future..
Im tryin.. so even if i fall.. at least.. ive tried b4.. :D..
-berry-
Saturday, May 2, 2009,5:20 AM
DAMN LONG LIAO
wa piang its been a super long time since updated my blog..
i dyed my hair.. and duno is superstitious or wad.. mom had been sayin that i dye hair will sway..
then reali.. i kip falling sick.. and today.. randomly got fever again.. not swine flu la pls.. and i bite too hard eating " YU PIAN MEE FEN ".. i crack my tooth.. 3rd from e back.. while playin with it with my tongue.. half of it fall off.. i got to see how rotten it is la.. damn er xin.. i brush evryday leh.. but duno why it rot til lidat.. other teeth doesnt seem healthy too.. Going to dental real soon.. he might even pull out e other half.. and i reali bo gey liao lo.. :(.. 19 onli..
i think i need a few thousands for my teeth.. though i no need to put braces.. but i need to FIX them.. haiz..
well.. always wanted to post about TCC..
first 2 weeks was hell for me over there.. as i felt unwelcome.. and alone.. but then slowly.. pple strt to talk to me.. and i began to be more talkative as well.. and now.. i love that place..
:D..
alot of teasing is going on... as if like some match making agency... match til like spider web..
i have wonderful colleagues and i reali strt to develop feelings for them.. its good la..
my fav drink from noughat MS.. become BERRY OREO!!.. i always tot its disgusting until candy let me try..
Its a mistake to add choco icecream to berry oreo.. i think i will nv add ice cream to it animore.. hahahaha!!.. but then its stil taste good.. because............ :)
i jus like to see him do bar :D..
k.. i don wan to think about relationship stuff.. coz will end up no where too.. friendsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss....
but why does his smiles and irritating remarks kip ringing in my mind.. ARGH..
friends friends.. friends onli.. mus tell myself this evryday :D..
sch reopen and i had to go bac to dancing.. and thn projects are piling.. cant wrk that often.. so yea.. i think will slowly forget abt it.. :(.. but well.. at least i was damn happy before..
there is this guy.. omg.. slp liek log.. call him duno how many times also cant wake up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha but he;s cute la..
another one.. mian bao chao ren.. always make me laugh.. but at e same time giving me chills from his MOOD swing..
anyway i damn happy now coz things are getting better btwn me n hairi..
carolyn candy and ade.. :D.. love them la.. its always happy to see them wrking.. with me..
my management are loveable as well.. sean n zie.. hahaha damn fun pple.. :D.. i think they are the most playful staff in tcc..
anyway i love it there.. and i hope i will nt hate it.. i duno wad i talkin abt.. bye..