Had a dream last night... dreamed that we are back again..I nv felt so happy in my dream and I gt very amazed.. wonder why do i stil feel this way.. its not good.. I should have move on... I should... I should... And this song jus came to me.. though its not one year two months... but when it is... will i still think of u ? and will u stil think of me?? Or will i be with somebody... and be truely happy..
ADDICTED Since u went away its been one year two months but it just don't seem like yesterday we were still together time has passed and things have changed so why do i feel this way cause you're with somebody else and Im with somebody else but
whenever i think about the love we had it hurts so bad whenever i think about the love we made i said that I'd be strong boy i really thought that i'd move on but still i find myself asking
do u still think of me like i think about u do u still dream of me cause i cant sleep without u tell me if time should make a change then why do i feel the same your love has got me addicted said i dont know when im with a hunk and hittin it boy i call your name said i dont know when i be with somebody else i push them away tell me if time should make a change then why do i feel the same i know i gotta move on but im so addicted to u
its been long enough dont know why im still holding on if i had a wish babe i would turn back the hands of time cos u dont know what u got untill its gone its the reason why im writing u this song girl im slippin and i dont know what to do girl i admit it, im sick over u damn i realised my mistake, my pride got in the way i should have begged u to stay
do u still think of me like i think about u do u still dream of me cause i cant sleep without u tell me if time should make a change then why do i feel the same your love has got me addicted said i dont know when im with a hunk and hittin it boy i call your name said i dont know when i be with somebody else i push them away tell me if time should make a change then why do i feel the same i know i gotta move on but im so addicted to u
do u still think of me like i think about u do u still dream of me cause i cant sleep without u tell me if time should make a change then why do i feel the same your love has got me addicted said i dont know when im with a hunk and hittin it boy i call your name said i dont know when i be with somebody else i push them away tell me if time should make a change then why do i feel the same i know i gotta move on but im so addicted to u
Saturday, June 28, 2008,7:51 AM
DETOX
When to look for detox recipe... these are what i got... quite interesting..
Chop about 4 tablespoons of parsley and steep in boiling water (covered) for at least 10-15 minutes. Parsley is a fabulous diuretic and is extremely healthy for the body during detoxification! Hope this helps.
Warm water, 2 tbsp. real lemon juice, a pinch of cheyenne pepper, 1 tbsp maple syrup. Cleans the liver & kidneys out.
Chocolates, sweets, tea ,coffee and sugar free products are not allow during detoxifying... they cause water retention...
meats are reccommended to be replace with fish... WHICH I WILL NOT DO THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
milk cheese egg... dairy products should be avoided... OMG!!!!!!!!!
FRUITS ARE UR BEST FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!
SIAN WHY JIAN FEI IS SO XIN KU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, June 26, 2008,7:34 PM
FUCKING PROJECTS
FINALLY... I breakdown from projects..
Staying up late doing alot things when it is nt needed becoz of miscommunications and lack of knowledge..
Ytd i was fucking tired bcoz im the onli bartender.. but thankfully i manage to get some help from peeps...
Tried so hard to kep myself awake during french... and after that .. chiong prject... until 11 plus...
Was hacing bad flu... and exhaustion from dance trainings..
i waited infront of the comp... then nobody said anything... so i think its ok to rest... then unknowngly my phone was silent... i slp til mrning... my mom woke me up
Woke up mrning thought can happily go take photos and chill with project mates after all e hardwork... but end up realise its nt complteted partly due to my negligence
was alrdy very upset... then first thing he says... doesnt sounds nice and say till im insignificant...
got very upset and we strt to quarel...
All e while i have been doing projects with him since yr one sem 1... then say alot things..
end up i got so upset that i cried... FIRST TIME FOR PORJECT...
and after all the fire... we manage to cool down.. and he tell me nicely... his point of view..
and then... we decided to meet another day for the photo taking
Sunday, June 22, 2008,9:08 AM
So meaningful
Friday, June 20, 2008,7:39 AM
I WAN TO JIAN FEI!!!!!!
I WAN TO LOSE WEIGHT!!!!!!!!! not tonning!!! but lose weight!!!!!!!! then ton...
actuali i know how to lose weight... just that temptations are so obstructing!!!
I have to stop bubbletea and candy mix!!! till 2010... hopefully!! nono!!! MUST!!!!
chocolates.. i wont ban... coz cannot ban one... alot food have them... HAHAHHA!!! ans they are actuali healthy... not too sweet..
Drink soup or water b4 evrymeal... n dont drink after meals...
eat 70% full then stop liao.... dont expand stomach!!!!
dont skip breakfast... but can jus drink soup or milk for dinner...
stretch and massage for 10mins before bed...
SAVE MONEY!! dont eat soo much... this is wad i wan to strt!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, June 19, 2008,6:04 AM
Im back
FUN!!!!!!!!!! not so sian... coz got alot people... and i met someone damn funny i jus wan to smack his face.. SC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO GAY!!!!! but he is damn funny... irritatingly funny but u will anticipate whats gonna come out of his mouth next.
Met other new friends as well... Yi ling is a very cute girl.. she likes to laugh.. and is considerate as well... Donaven ( duno how to spell ) find him very cute.. funny person... hahaha.. hop scotch...
dennis very poor thing.. he kips working and didnt reali play n rest for the chalet.. and he looked worried over the number of people coming.. and the sum pple are paying for the chalet... well we wil pay u dennis... silly ...
Had a bad fall at pulau ubin.. but it was super fun at the bike park.. so dangerous yet SHIOK !!!!!!!! MORE THAN A ROLLER COASTER RIDE if u speed... like me.. HAHAHA!! thats why fall lo... coz break suddenly when ziay fall into a hole n Don break infront of me suddenly..
I wasnt going in the first place... but who knows i stayed through out.. LOL!!... with onli 2 sets of clothing for 4 days 3 nights... Eeeeeeeeeeee i felt so dirty that the firs tthing i did at home was to bathe n change to new pair of new clothings
anyway melanin seems to be working.. im turning darker.. coz i didnt bring any lotion.... omg... should i be happy?
and then eating so much and drinking so much sugar drinks at the chalet.. i gain weight!!! plus constipation.. OMG!!!!!!!
went back to training after MIA for 2 days.. thnks to the fall.. OMG so many steps to learn.... i broke down at the last lap... girl hiphop.. i teared...zzzzzzzz hahahaha useless... stupid.. kinda feel like droppin one item.. coz very tiring and straining for my brain n sch work... as i have four..
Stef n Beau said i look like i gain some weight.. and stef says about my double chin judding out...!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!! JIAN FEIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIii
but how long will it las this time...hmm... hahahaha
anyway i gotaa get my project work starting... AND I STRTED LA.. this year i had been quite guai la hor... been leading my teams... instead of being leaded.. not bad... but i wish they could take more iniative and surprises me mor ewith ideas... and i happy i have jasmine.. because though she is busy.. she will give me smth i wants... thnks for the brochures :D
Shall stop here and do my prject already .. heheee
Fight for a better tomoro :D
,5:37 AM
I got nothing more to say
Well... i can say i wasted 9 months over you... hmm... did I ?? well in love yes.. life not... Im still enjoying it... and becoz of u i learn alot.. and it reali mature me alot.. though i dont reali show it...
I got to understand many things better, and appreciates things more.. though im stil careless and lose things easily... LOL!!
Slowly.. Im getting over you... but dont know why evrytime talk to u online... u jus doesnt feel happy to talk to me.. and esp about the times we had tgt.. it could just be 2 good friends talking about their past and laughing at it.. but I think... u thought i will get emo and cry over it... but no... my intention was just to stay connected and have a good chat with u.. and feels happy u are still part of my life.. not as a lover but as a friend... ( as a friend.. ssounds familiar )
jus...someone showed me joanne blog hahaha random... then there are pictures of u and her... during your commission parade...
I didnt believe in people saying u may two time me previously like tgt with me yet thinkin of her... or using me as a test product.. hahaha sounds so funny.. even if u will be tgt with her or anybody... im fine... coz u lead ur life.. i lead mine... i understood this like finally... LOL!!
well.. u invited her.. i understand.. she is ur buddy... and of coz i dont have to know... but i jus feels sad that not once... u invited me even for a dinner... is always smth i ask for and u try to accomodate... its kinda sad for me...
its like before we are tgt we are very good friends... but after the break up.. we are less than good friends... are we stil " friends " i wonder... whats that defination of that...
You may think that im tearing while posting this.. but strangely enuf ... im smiling yet with a little of bitterness.. somehow i felt a change in myself which im glad.. but sad over why is it lidat... perhaps u need time.. more than me... perhaps.. i woundnt know...
well of coz i agree that i deserve someone much better... who wants smth worse than what they had before... HAHAHA!! I will met mine... and u will meet yours... and i think i shouldnt stick to near to ur life for the time being..
I will not miss you so much anymore so that i would nt msg u randomly..and i promise when i talk about u.. i will say it with a smile.
Love is so colourful because it is to be seen from different angles at different brightness of light.
Friday, June 13, 2008,10:47 AM
Sex and the city
THIS SHOW IS AWESOME K!!!!!!!!!!!
I will rate it 4.5/5
nt is perfect so i wont give 5
its reali hillarious and vry touching.
It shows how people handle their relationship, and what type of mistakes people will commit and thus ruin their perhaps " happily ever after "
Its more like the pride is playing the game when faith was crashed and misunderstandings uncleared.
It will nt be solve by one person... but needs two to understand and let go of that egoism..
Its nothing logical because it love...
Thursday, June 5, 2008,4:07 AM
Singing!!
Today vry sian at home... dono wad to do about SSM ... vry stress... but realx.. duno la... hahahahaha... then I DECIDED TO SING!!!!!!!!!
went youtube n find new songs to attempt...
I like this song!!! very got feel.. and not very difficult to sing...
This also vry got feel and not very difficult to sing...
This is very nice!!!! but VERY DIFFICULT TO SING!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, June 4, 2008,11:02 PM
Sentosa bo zeng hu
went back to wrk... but evrything is slack tilll sooo scary... i felt out of place... and evrybody change lor
soooo weird la...
k anyway... im tired
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About
Melissa Lin [Happylin]
Wanted to be Merkissa
Hair growing at 166cm
Weigh..shhhhhh too scary
Born in Venus grown up In Tampines.
I'm a Beautiful Star Pisces , and my Spaceship crash on earth on 21 feb 1990 .
Loves
Colors :Gold,Pink,Black,Grey,Purple Foods : Cakes&Cookies Movies : No Horror Idols : MELISSA THE GREAT
Dear Santa
Likes
Sexy lingerie
Triump corset
Caps
Dresses
Shoes
Bangles
Cosmetics
Bags
Ear rings
Necklaces
Food vouchers
NECKLACE WITH A SPOON AS THE PENDENT!!! Dislikes
Pink Roses
Soft toys
Figurines
Things that cannot use cannot wear cannot eat put there waste my space only
Dear Fairy Godmother
I wish for...
*Find soul in music
*Able to freestyle easily
*Strong vocal
*Express myself on stage
*Shine as a special individual
*Guitar!!!!!!
*Sweet food :D
*Spicy food :D
*SteamBoat
*Volleyball!!
*WORLD Tour!!!!!!!!!!!
*See wonders of the world with my own eyes!
*MUST VISIT ROME IN MY LIFETIME
EWWW!!!
*Being emo
*Stress
*Any injuries
*Overeating HAHA!!
*To feel that dancing is not a happy thing
*Pple to misunderstand me
*Cigarette