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Saturday, February 7, 2009,4:25 PM
suffocating
Been having breathing problems and heart burns.. Suffering.. but i know i can take it.. jus a litttle while... jus a little more.. evrything will be over :D..
All those dreams that had been haunting me will generally become nothing..
I wont cry in studio coz i miss tpde n dancing too much
I wont get drunk and talk rubbish to hurt people
I wont miss u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wont think how pathetic my love life is.. actuali nt pathetic lo.. HAHA!!
I wont become wadeva and I wont behave wadeva
( all these are just dreams )
images are haunting.. they are kinda scary... but i know!! I CAN SURVIVE..
PLS GIVE ME THE STRENGTH TO GROW STRONGER AND BECOME A BLESSING TO EVRYONE INSTEAD OF MAKING THEM SAD OR WADEVA..
I wan no heart burns !!!!!!!!! damn disgusting
life is like porcelin... to get stronger.. you have to get crash.. be remould.. and go through high heat enduring the ups n down in life.. and TADA!! a stronger me will be reborn :D
I don mind getting crash time n time again.. though e process is realli OUCH!!
but i know i will become stronger.. I will definately grow. and HOPEFULLY i wont collapse.. I can handle it!!!!
IS THAT ALL U GOT TO GET ME CRASH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!???!!!!!!!!
mus have Jan Di spirit!!
yes u can say Im Stupid.. but Im stupid in my way.. :D Stupid in this way.. thats how im gonna survive..
K lets talk about happy things now..
Went Nat house YTD... DAMN FUN!!!!!!!!! i woke up at the time the rest reached thuogh.. miss e lion dance again this yr.. STIL GT NEXT YEAR!!!!! hahaah!!
Fell down on the way there.. near my house bus stop.. kinda dramatic n vry funny.. because i was dressedup.. n wearing high heels..
I walked confidently and neglected the holes on the pavement.. and i jus landed on the ground... twisted my left ankle.. scratch my right knee and my palm.. =.=
but thn.. i kinda feel shiok about the injury.. LOL!.. its like evrytime im hving heartburns.. i might get injured.. n then e pain will be tranfered there.. a physical pain is still better.. :D
Played the drinking game.. and i was siao... because i ate ALOT.. like 3 plates of stuff before i play the game and drank 2 cups of coke too.. HAHA!! vry bloated...!!
and then there are 2 cute guys :D HAHA!!
one is realii cute.. i think evrybody knows who im talkin about.. but i heard his character aint good... but then!! i kana "saut dao" by him when he giv me the act cute face!! saying" i hv no idea " during the game... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH hahahaahah
the other one.. is funny cute.. i sabo him once... he made me drink like 3 times?? 2 cups each... THNKS AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I enjoy the HTHT sessions... reali bitch alot!!!!!!! i think i changed... hahahaa becoming more n more bitchy... -.-!!!! Like reali talk bad about pple behind their back alrdy.. wadeva la hurh... i happi can liao.. but i kinda feel sad.. why am i lidat..
BUT THN i enjoy myself.. THNKS NAT!!!!!
Hello. I'm Melissa Lin. I'm always 18 years old. I love apparels, but i hate