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Tuesday, February 10, 2009,9:55 AM
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I want a hot date on v day la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahaaha
watched BBF!! DAMN TOUCH!!!!!!!! omg.. how to find someone lidat......
one who go crazy over u...
one who willing to chiong all way for u..
one who acts like an idiot for u..
one who doesnt care about anything but u..
I felt that im like jihoo.. lol.. k wadeva.. onli i understand..
i happy this way...
I hate it when pple trying to say " i scared i hurt u"
my immediate reply in mine is " FUCK U LA"
it like.. pls lo.. wadeva~
alrdy hurt means hurt liao.. where gt i scared i hurt u.. -.-!!!!!!!!!!!!
sometimes pple jus dont think much.. k forget it.. hahahaa im good :D
not saying about her... but jus being generally... coz i met too much of such case..
when pple trying to be considerate but actuali evryword they say is a needle to pple hrt in such situation.. it somehow will appear hypocritic evn if the person does not mean it.. and its like tryin to open a wound or force the person to face smth they don reali feel like facing..
To like someone and to like someone and live with him.. is different thing..
its getting clearer to myself for whom i want to live with..
AH!! my V day!!! hahahahaah
Jihoo and Joon pyo.. im always attracted to jihoo type becoz i find they are vry caring and brother-like.. but i know.. to live with.. its definitely joon pyo character.. one who know how to ride a roller-coaster with me.. than one who guide me how to ride a roller-coaster safely.. or make the rollercoaster a safer one for me..
although having a person like jihoo.. can tame my hot temperness and bringing gentleness into my world.. however.. i prefer to see gentle in a hidden way.. felt than to be seen.. brotherlike figure will be brother like... its different..
I felt that i cannot possibly change myself becoz of another one.. and i wont like the idea of changing or influence the person to become like me...
Giving myself more time and space to see and to understand.. will be a better choice to grow and to learn... which will generally make me a happier person in future :D.. and of coz.. make life easier for my guy :D