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Tuesday, November 11, 2008,5:48 AM
True words hurt..
Been kinda "weak" in my mindset... it aint good..
Give up easily and been very pessimistic...
SP concert was done very nicely... i got blown away by the modern pieces and I enjoyed their funk style alot...
I told myself i gotta train hard.. but i did nth... walao..
anyway.. on the train pang yang words hit me...
" can see u are those vry pessimistic"
all e while ive been tryin hard to potray to pple that im a strong and optimistic girl.. yet this hit me... am i so unhappy that its so obvious on my face..
I will pull my self back on track i promise...
its been a long time since i was this sick...
i think its food poisoning... one hour of torture in e toilet.. vomitting from the muoth and the ass...
visited e toilet mor ethan 10 times after tat 1 hour....
felt so numb on my limbs but i continue to work... and tell myself i can take it.. and i did :D... heehee...
i told myself... i have to set a purpose each day.. and have to do it... if nt i will be wastin mylife away...
i attended lecture and tutorial today.. though fall aslp during lecture.. vry guilty.. hahahaha
* would u love someone who is not suitable for you ? "
i ask my friend this qns today...
unlike poles attract and like poles repels...
how true is this???
I kip thinkin of my ex.. and that fling* hahahaha...
many good memories for the first..
but nt reali for the second.. felt being used..
I come to realise how much he actuali loves me but i was nt sensitive enuf to it..
however its all the end~
I didnt give a second thought whn my friend ask me.. what if he ask u for a patch..
"I will run to him no matter where he is.."
LOL!!!!!
but again.. how true is this.. will i reali do that?
the reason we broke up is becos we are nt suitable..
will a patch up be redundant?
I duno...
I WANT TO SMILE AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!