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Wednesday, November 5, 2008,7:11 AM
drama...
watching " bu liang xiao hua " its funyy.. and damn sweet...
pan wei bo.. is reali e type of guys that can melt one's heart...
caring.. smart.. determine.. charming... talented..
as i watch i reali felt love.. coz its vry sweet la..
but.. im so afraid of "love" right now.. thus evrytime i get out of a "show" i will jus lock my heart up.. whoever dare to touch it or tries to open it.. shall DIE!!
hahahahaha kidding...
i jus find tat.. somehow.. it doesnt belong to me... but i stil wan to stay optimistic and thinks that one dayyyyyyyyyy... i will find my happiness and bliss..
but.. haiz.. been crasheddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd till...................
i wan to lose hope..
but i know i cant...
Daddy doesnt reali allow me to have a boyfriend.. from e conversation we had las night.. i can tell..........................
love.. is reali a weird thing... it can make other pple sooooo happy..
yet.. make me felt like a fool.. n soo damn hurtful........ and even pple around me to be sad...
im still young la.. 18.. going 19 MY GOD!! my las teen... in 3 months time..
slowly lo.. i dun think things will reali las long..enuf at this age..
dont wan to waste my "life" crying anymore...
i think my heart cannot take all e heartburns alrdy...
but then!!! hahhahaha i still want to watch those happy love drama series to feel their happiness and laugh idiotically infront of my computer and be in my own world... hahahhaa
i hope the hole my heart will heal before i turn old.. don wan to be a nun... hahahahaha!! k wadeva...
Im tired from crying too much.. my eyes super tired.. shall stop here..