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Sunday, October 19, 2008,8:04 AM
the day i say it out
it was mom's bday celebration..
guess i had been tired...
been very willful AGAIN!!!!!!!!! bad habit...
DAD wanted to go to this restaurant i find it ulu... then i rejected.. he was kinda angry... and kip askin them to go jumbo... but then end up coz mom doesnt want crab... DUNO WHY! we jus go to the food court and order alot things...
there was a motorbike who drove pass damn fast.. i jus shouted " fuck that motor la " coz of the exhaust it give out.. walao.. damn smelly lo..
my father was pissed.. but i didnt know...
end up at e car park.. he suddenly say wad.. jus becoz i let u have ur way doesnt mean u can live like a youngster who is lookin for trouble... it hurts alot!!!
thn duno why... link till clubbing.. i let u club is to let u see e world.. nt become like dat... since when he bothers about how fluent my vulgarities can be... learn from him one lo... then he add on wad "its hard to be independent ok " HURTS
end up i cannot take it.. and burst... ran to e beach... my father followed and screamed at me... i stopped and he lectured me...
I cried out all my sorrows and troubles i had ... telling him how hard i tried to live my life and be independent so that he doesnt need to wrry abt me n jus concentrate to settle his probs..
but him sayin its hard for me to be independent is like crashin me..
I wrked like shit.. earn like shit.. FOR WAD? give myself a better life which i think my parents could nt afford.. i wan to buy more clothes.. more shoes.. more thigns that can make me prettier.. attend more dance classes.. buy thigns for my brother my mother and father... all these is money!.. i cant possibly ask money for this type of uses.. so i hav to earn it myself wad...
transport... handphone.. food.. 10 dollars per day.. enuf meh??
he agreed to pay for my monthly consession which HELP ALOT!! 50 dollars lo!!..
i think i will save up la.. don buy too much unesscessary things le lo...
but!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i still need to buy
- new shoe bag.. coz i lost mine
- new wrking pumps...... lost
- make ezlink.. lost
- wireless connector... spoil
- monitor... too old
these will cost me smth... hahhahaha pengz
i want to buy
-black short
-bangles
-colourful cap
-new shoe for dance
hmm... have to wait..
oh well.. i duno wad to say le la.. mind quite blank..
Hello. I'm Melissa Lin. I'm always 18 years old. I love apparels, but i hate