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Thursday, June 19, 2008,5:37 AM
I got nothing more to say
Well... i can say i wasted 9 months over you... hmm... did I ?? well in love yes.. life not... Im still enjoying it... and becoz of u i learn alot.. and it reali mature me alot.. though i dont reali show it...
I got to understand many things better, and appreciates things more.. though im stil careless and lose things easily... LOL!!
Slowly.. Im getting over you... but dont know why evrytime talk to u online... u jus doesnt feel happy to talk to me.. and esp about the times we had tgt.. it could just be 2 good friends talking about their past and laughing at it.. but I think... u thought i will get emo and cry over it... but no... my intention was just to stay connected and have a good chat with u.. and feels happy u are still part of my life.. not as a lover but as a friend... ( as a friend.. ssounds familiar )
jus...someone showed me joanne blog hahaha random... then there are pictures of u and her... during your commission parade...
I didnt believe in people saying u may two time me previously like tgt with me yet thinkin of her... or using me as a test product.. hahaha sounds so funny..
even if u will be tgt with her or anybody... im fine... coz u lead ur life.. i lead mine... i understood this like finally... LOL!!
well.. u invited her.. i understand.. she is ur buddy... and of coz i dont have to know... but i jus feels sad that not once... u invited me even for a dinner... is always smth i ask for and u try to accomodate... its kinda sad for me...
its like before we are tgt we are very good friends... but after the break up.. we are less than good friends... are we stil " friends " i wonder... whats that defination of that...
You may think that im tearing while posting this.. but strangely enuf ... im smiling yet with a little of bitterness.. somehow i felt a change in myself which im glad.. but sad over why is it lidat... perhaps u need time.. more than me... perhaps.. i woundnt know...
well of coz i agree that i deserve someone much better... who wants smth worse than what they had before... HAHAHA!! I will met mine... and u will meet yours... and i think i shouldnt stick to near to ur life for the time being..
I will not miss you so much anymore so that i would nt msg u randomly..and i promise when i talk about u.. i will say it with a smile.
Love is so colourful because it is to be seen from different angles at different brightness of light.
Hello. I'm Melissa Lin. I'm always 18 years old. I love apparels, but i hate