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Tuesday, May 13, 2008,10:44 AM
why broke up is always so unpleasant..
thought of u again...
somehow its nt a pleasant one nor a sad one...
rather the tot of u urks me... irritated me quite alot...
ur childishness in my memory is not longer sweet.. but it becomes stupidity...
ur gentleness somehow... feeel so fake now...
but ur irritated eyes seems soo damn real...
hahahaha...
Maybe its a good way... to end evrything... opps... actuali it ended long ago...
i stopped my time for quite long... hahahha
to you.. my behaviour jus seems silly n not a grown up... but u don reali understand... those hurtful words i will not forget though i don wan to rmb... but u.. made me realise that sadness for u worth nth... nth at all...
and i seriously don wan to be happy thinkin of u...
it onli drag things on...
so allow me to hate u for now... which i finally able to bring myself to... after almost 8months...
and after this...
one day...
I will still love you...
as a friend...
thats wad u wana hear from me right...
* as a friend *
haiz.... talking about u nowadays... i also dono am i sayine truth or " kou shi xin fei " goign against my heart...