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Friday, May 16, 2008,10:03 PM
Tears like River Nille
Dream of you again... woke up and tear till my bolsters n pillow got wet...
Thought i alrdy let go and start to accept new entrance to my life...
end up i guess its jus that i surpress evrything down too hard and i jus explode today...
well.. mayb a few more of these can help me to let go faster...
In the dream.. i dream of me telling pple that u don love me anymore and u don wan me anymore... ouch...
and i can see the image of me being vry sad while u are enjoying laughing with ur group of friends...
well this is selfish as i onli tot of myself suffered... i know u suffered too..
There is jus somthing lacking in my life that is different from when i hav you...
Tryin to figure out waht that is..