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Friday, April 25, 2008,4:38 AM
my wishful thinking
Today my back ache like siao la... i think cause i gei kiang go carry 3 tank of mineral water on e oval tray.... anyway its nt fill to e brim... its vry heavy still... n walk whole day at expo n tcc... back cannot take it.. but duno why today mrnin then so painful...
miss lectures... so i stay at home thinkin of choreo as usual...
talk crap on phone with bear bear... hahhahaa nickname i gave him... guess he dont know abt it...
after that i wanted to go sch to practice my choreo..
father don allow... coz of my backache n i skip lecture... n can actuali go for dance..
don wan to argue.. i jus guai guai lo
went online... and a stupid idiot made me cry... by sayin he doesnt care about my promise...
n i tot...
this promise has been driving me on... makin me do my best in trainings and performance...
so many times i wan to giv up on choreo... but mostly bcoz of e promise.. i didnt giv up...
n i tot ... i believe n trust him.. having alot faith in him.. supprting him..
end up... in return " i don care about ur promise!!! "
i understand he is concern bout my back n askin me to don dance to get well... but how can he say that sentence!!!!!!
sooo ouch... tears jus flow out of my eyes immediately... n i cry like an idiot... jus bcoz i feel so damn hurt....
he still can tell me stuff like don eat KFC...
n i quite angry with myself coz i duno i wan to get upset with him or nt... i jus feel damn hurt la... '
but then e thigns he say.. walao.. still so cute lo... i duno wan to get angry or laugh...
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T.T
Hello. I'm Melissa Lin. I'm always 18 years old. I love apparels, but i hate